Doubts

Argh, I've broken my personal motto of blogging now and then as these are wonderful nuggets of memories. Nevertheless, here it goes!

I've got a whole stack of digital pictures taken at the Roundtable and at the Family Day which are pretty nice but I haven't done the transferring back home yet. Once I do that I'll post them online!

I'm now having a conversation with YJ and we're discussing the issue of waiting for a long time for something desirable and yet when we finally get it, the desired item has lost its flavour and we end up regretting. Hmm! How true! I'm a tad regretting my recent PS2 purchase and then there's also this set of Swiss-Army knives that I c0-bought with MDL. However, I think I'm expecting too much so maybe I should stop myself from feeling that way, especially when what's bought is bought! Now to think again, I wanted a PS2 real badly a few months back and I think I really can't say whether I am totally unjustified to get one. It makes most economic sense to get one, really.

Next week will be exciting as well 'cos there's the annual dinner and dance and the MINDS christmas party. Expect more pictures everyone!

Yesterday AGL and I went to Suntec Toys 'R Us to get toys for MINDS as well as lunch at Fish & Co. It was pretty nice to be chatting with AGL over her family predominantly, though she tried to switch the conversation over about me and my future in RP. I guess I didn't have much to tell her, so when it was my turn to hit I only did feeble shots whereas she was very entertaining and telling me about her family. I'm not sure but she's happy with her life, which makes me wonder if I'm happy with mine.

I think I am happy, really, just that with different environments you have different pros and cons and definitely in the public sector the money isn't there. Now I wonder if I can survive on a serving of hope in the long run.

I'm starting to feel more and more anguish about leaving, though if you ask me again I would say it's like 60-40 instead of the 70-30 when I decided to tender. I think it's unavoidable to be like this 'cos one leaves something behind and receives something new when he moves.

Oh well! I know I must leave and it's in stone.

Oh! I met HM and we caught James Bond on Wednesday. Not bad, first time see a JB that is betrayed (comparing with the recent ones) and women who have more depth. Some film analysis, anyone?

I still haven't watched happy feet yet, and I guess it's going to be another movie which I'll miss again, similar to Death Note and other notable movies that I never catch 'cos of procrastination.

What a funny life I lead!