Fading away

I can feel the onslaught of not feeling well, and while I will like to blame the system, I think I will blame myself first. I am having a sore back (that tingling sensation)?

I feel overworked (and with that, underpaid of course). It is all due to me volunteering for other things not within my workscope that I think will be fun and enriching, yet having to do what I am hired for when I do not like those assignments and hence I cannot reject. Double workload? I indeed think so!