WT's wedding, 後 RP16 | 東京54 日

As quite a couple of my friends and colleagues around me have felt, I am not exactly feeling the most excited about going to Japan at this point in time. I guess there are a couple of hidden concerns I have which might be silly to contemplate, but they have definitely caught me in a reflective mood and hence a lack of anticipation.

Am I (still) a person who constantly craves for the attention of others, I wonder? Or is that actually quite natural and I am asking a silly question? At the back of my mind I feel a slight tinge of happiness that so many people are sharing their thoughts with me, showing their concern. RT, a colleague, was so kind to notice that the past few days when I was in office and IMed me yesterday to start counting down to get myself excited. That worked a bit. Then yesterday was WT's wedding dinner with SN where I was asked to be the master of ceremonies/emcee. While that was a stressful process, everything turned out fine and she is finally married. And I am then one step closer to Japan.

I finally swam today after tuition this morning which was good as I have not exercised for almost a month now and the weight is piling up. I should concentrate on getting my health up in anticipation of the changes in Japan I guess.