Living day by day, week by week

Monday, July 31, 2006

Job Hunt Update

Finally applied for Technis, RP - got a response from RP for an interview as an academic staff for Centre for Educational Development! Wonder what that entails?

http://www.rp.edu.sg/careers/acad/ced_as.asp

The company I'm working ad-hoc for now also offered me the bait of "Communications Specialist". I've got 2 assignments by Monday - a first is an invitation to a Golf event and the other's a short writeup to be published in the company's newsletter about the new web site!

Stress!

1. Position Title
Communications Specialist

2. Reporting Structure
Reports to the VP (Communications)

3. Scope of Responsibility
The Communication Specialist's key role is to support planning, managing and executing of the company's corporate communications program in a focused, timely, accurate and creative way consistent with the company's brand and strategic direction of the company.

4. Organizational Relationships
Internal
The Communications Specialist is required to build and maintain key working relationships with
- Team heads
- Unit heads

5. Key Duties
- supporting VP (Communications) in all areas of the company's communications
- organizing and managing planning and execution of all the company's events
- assisting and managing compilation, production and distribution of marketing collaterals, newsletters, .etc.
- assisting in managing and further developing client contact database, corporate website and other online communication
- assisting in scoping, development and implementation of new corporate web site
- building and managing relationships with external event managers, design agencies, vendors and other suppliers
- supporting teams in producing consistent and appropriate communication materials in line with corporate guidelines and practices.

Bak Kut Teh with RH and BJMF




Saturday, July 29, 2006

Meandering and Flittering

I just can't seem to relax, doesn't it? Here I am, meandering from one temporary job to another, facing lots of stress from home about getting my lazy arse out and looking for a proper job, and basically looking at myself and wondering what am I doing with my life. Seriously, just by worrying is such a tiring and time-consuming job that I don't really have much time for myself!

I really don't know. Nor do I really want to care anymore.

It caught me thinking the other day after another death-defying tuition session with another kid. Such a nice condominium, such carefree people by the pool. Don't they have more important things to worry about like their rice-bowl? Maybe I'm just impressing my concerns on others.

I picked up a temporary job (once again) migrating a company's web site from the existing one to the new one. It's quite easy to do, very routine and administrative, and it pays well. I got a taste of CBD life too, which isn't very exciting. My first lunch was a so-so Japanese bento lunch set that costs a bomb:


This is the company where I'm working now

That night I met CD, RY and JL, friends who went with me to Australia for student exchange last year. GL also came along too, very fun! We munched at Cafe Cartel in Raffles City and then walked around the new area that was extended. Cool!




That night on my way home I suddenly got inspiration to try out my mobile phone camera's night mode. I have had very bad experiences so far so I thought I'd give it a proper try since I usually take pictures on the whim and thus induce shaky movements. Looks ok right?





Thursday, July 27, 2006

Post-Teaching Life

The title is telling isn't it? I really miss the kids and I heard that the new teacher's hardly audible and didn't go into a class yesterday. Worrying signs, if you ask me. However, pragmatism holds me back from returning - I will be working like crazy, clocking an average of 10 hours daily and paid very little. Moreover it's a commitment of 3 months, a long duration that I can ill-afford given my financial situation. Besides, I would and should try out what the world has to offer in terms of career - make hay while the freshness of the Bachelors degree attracts other employers!

But... sigh...

I started work at a company yesterday, updating content on their web site. It is a very simple job actually, and pays very well with very flexible hours. I even contemplated rushing down to their office and work after teaching :D but that's so impossible as I will definitely have to stay in school during sunshine hours anyway to prepare if I were to teach. I guess I only have 24 hours a day. :(

Sunday, July 23, 2006

More of HM's Commencement

HM finally passed me the pictures that were taken on her camera on her graduation day. I feel quite bad actually, 'cos I took quite a number of pictures myself too, opps!

That's us the USP people at that ceremony that day. MC, HM .. argh I forgot their names again! So senile!



That's HM and I doing the stairway pose.

Now my turn!

Violence!

A close-up of 2 tired but happy people!

Ah, that's HM, me and MS! MS's such an adorable girl that I met in Japanese 3 and 4 classes.

We found this board near the end of the hall so we took the opportunity to snap yet another photograph.

And of course the graduates have to do the same thing again.

And again...


Noty HM listening to phone and not paying attention to the photo shoot.

CTN and I trying to get HM's attention.

Finally we went outdoors!

So nice of HM to help me adjust my gown before I become any uglier.



Okay, another set of cheesy shots.

"On guard!" Sigh, brings back fond memories of Australia.





And of course, we mustn't miss the traditional motar board throwing.

Opps, we lost our motar boards. So tiring!

Finally, the smaller board and we're done! :D

USP & 50th Anniversary D&D

Today was a rather meaningful day!

After attending the secondary school's 50th anniversary celebrations where I was more of a disciplinarian trying to get 2L to behave at the back of the hall, I went back home and decided to pop by the barber for a trim so as to prepare myself for the duo-D&Ds that I have later in the evening. I was so tired that I took an hour-long nap after a shower to get rid of the stray hair from the barber's. Anyway I headed down to Meritus Mandarin Orchard Hotel for the USP D&D and guess who I met? Long-time-no-see NUSPEans MV and DV!


They complained that my smart attire drowned them out and made them look lousy in the picture. MV even suggested a super conspiracy theory that their comparative drabbiness was the reason why I wanted to grab a shot with them! Grr!

At the USP D&D reception, I met GR, another long-time-no-see friend who was my neighbour when I stayed in PGP during second year in university. His graduation's delayed by a semester, having went on both student exchange and overseas college. Gosh!



The room, called 'Act I', is rather small and cosy with a nice interior decor. Great choice!


Meanwhile, I was glad that MS could make it as she was easily the most affable friend I have from the USP crew, having spent much time together in SoC, USP and NUSPE. We had a very fun conversation, and I got myself high from drinking red wine after the second dish which was shark's fin.

That's me & MS! Hope her bf doesn't get any wrong idea!

That's A/P Peter Pang giving his short address.

Ah, that was time to go to the secondary school's 50th anniversary dinner! I missed all the performances put up by the USP staff, and was embarrassingly caught by some of them who were visiting the toilet when I was waiting for the lift to get me out of the hotel.

Anyway I thought I was way late, so I decided to splurge and took a taxi cab down. I was feeling high then, so I tried to be friendly with the taxi driver. I got too much from what I expected - the journey was a tiring tirade of the taxi driver's views on education and politics in Singapore. Finally we reached Singapore Expo! I hopped off, and still feeling high, walked around and said hi.

Me & MsW, an old buddy of a total of 10 years?! Gosh!


The wonderful administrative staff from the secondary school, namely CTR, (opps I can't remember her name) and SL who has been totally terrific in helping me with paperwork with the Ministry of Education.

Me with ATM, the current secondary school librarian. I didn't really ask them politely to take pictures with me too though as I felt uninhibited after being so high from driinking red wine at the USP D&D. Hope nobody found me offensive. I also met a long-lost administrative officer ATAL, who left the school right after I graduated! Gosh, I never realised... it was nevertheless fun to catch up with her, and she shared a few very wise words with me. Thank you very much!


Last but not least, that's EG in the middle and a new teacher-buddy JM on the right. Throughout the fortnight where I was relief teaching, JM has been very friendly and we regularly chat. It was always fun to hear about his teaching experiences and observations. A wonderful colleague! Sitting beside me in the office is CRL, another nice, patient and seasoned teacher of 8 years. Such a pity I didn't get to take pictures with her. Maybe I should do that on Teachers Day next month, though I think I should already be busy working by then if all things go well. EG's a humanities teacher I met last year when I taught for a week.

Actually it was quite a crazy affair, me going there in a high mood. Many words splurted from my mouth which might sound offensive, so I really hope I haven't stepped on any tail there. Like when I was hanging around at the table where my ex-Chemistry teacher and the subject/level head whom I reported to when I was relief teaching the past fortnight, the Chemistry teacher commented that I've been so busy over the past 2 weeks that she hasn't got a chance to talk to me. To that, I replied that the head teacher had bullied me with so many classes everyday. Gosh! Another was to JM - he commented how lonely he felt at the dinner as he's only been in the school for a short while and has yet to send any kids out of the school for them to return. I remarked that most of the alumni present that night are not the younger ones, and whether the situation now or the situation a few years later when 'old fogeys' return to pay respect to him! Oh well, at least if I don't ever get call back for relief teaching, we'll know the reason why. :)

I also met many classmates who've gone everywhere too, such as YJ and CW. YJ-wise, I only heard from others that she's been in pursuing Chinese studies in Fudan (or is it Beida) under an MOE scholarship and now she's back in DMS teaching Chinese. Now to think of it there're tons of ex-students from the school who have now become teachers too. That's more to me like 'opps.. maybe I shouldn't go into teaching or I'll end up as another statistic..'. I've also met some old teachers, though I'm not exactly very fascinated since I've already been seeing a number of them for the past 2 weeks. In a certain sense I'm a little upset that I left the USP D&D early, 'cos the food at Mandarin beats the food at the school D&D hands down.

While leaving the premises, I suddenly realised BJMF would be arriving at Changi Airport from Japan an hour later, so I bade goodbye to QK and TY and took the MRT. I met 4 student councillors along the way, one of whom was a student GNL whom I taught the past 2 weeks. Poor chaps, these councillors, they haven't eaten anything since an early breakfast! I gave them a treat in the end, though I was slightly miffed when they suggested high-end eateries. However, most of them were closed when we got there (phew!), hence settling for BK. It wasn't cheap though as I was feeding 4 ravenous elephants!

It was quite fun I guess, hearing them bitch about their lives. However it was with candor that I realise I can only sit there and nod my head as their lives are very different from mine and it is so difficult to relate to them as most of what I said would end up as words from a seasoned preacher. Oh well. In the end they left in one of their mother's car and I waited for BJMF. I thought I got the time, or worse the date confused - thank goodness I got him right there as he finally came out from the gates an hour after the original estimation of 12 midnight. After a quick hi and bye as his mom was there and he's tired, I left, suddenly realising that my last bus left 40 minutes back. Shit. It's a taxi back to home then.

After observing and thinking for another day, though I kinda relish the idea of continuing my teaching stint for another 3 months till the end of the academic year and usher my current students onto the next level, I realise it will only be a short fairytale which will leave me in quite a dilemma when it ends as it will already be 6 months since I've graduated. Moreover the salary isn't attractive at all too unless I keep rigidly to the minimum of 5.5 hours to qualify for a full day's pay and to do that will do injustice to the students. There's a lot of preparation to be done! As such, with a heavy heart I bid goodbye, and hope to be back some time soon.

So what's next? I have no idea, though I relish the break I get next week. :D

Friday, July 21, 2006

Farewell to the Kids

Yesterday was my last day of relief teaching at the school. I've been walking to the school from the MRT station for the past 2 weeks, and it is poignant whenever I walk along the long path up the hill where during my schooling days, both sides that flank the path were rolling greens. Now, the left is a developed condominium and only the right greenery remained. However, that is to be shattered real soon, as what the pictures of construction as taken on my second last day below show:

The ground-digging ceremony.

The tentage from the MRT station.

The next day (which is the last) I walked past the path again, and indeed the machinery of change is in motion as the tentage have been removed and more silent diggers have arrived, heralding the unstoppable change that is to come.

I bought candies for the kids too, which I distributed in class. 1A was so nice even though I ran out of sweets for them after distributing two big bags to the other 4 classes! I was asked by XH, a student councillor, to judge the Secondary 1 noticeboards that were themed after the school's 50th Anniversary slogan 'Onto Higher Ground' and while I entered 1A (one of my classes) trying to evaluate the their board, I was unceremoniously shooed and 2 students even volunteered to be my chaperons! I was quite nervous for fear of other students accusing me of being biased, but the two of them were very sensible and got the cue in the end - believe it or not, they actually helped other classes sell their noticeboard to me! So sweet! Rather than just being a silent evaluator, I thought it'll be more meaningful if I ask some classmates in each class to explain their design and why they should win (sorta like an impromptu show-and-tell chance). Though many were taken aback, the two of them got the hang of it after a while and helped in the process, pointing out observations and asking relevant questions to guide the others along. I hope they've learnt some thing or two about public speaking!

That's me and XH from 2E who approached me to evaluate the noticeboards with him. The backdrop's the 1L noticeboard - very nice! Great job people!

My chaperons from 1A.

All of us for a nice parting shot.

1A

1B

1C

1D

1E
1F

1G

1H

1J

1K

1L

I am so proud that the two nicest boards (in my opinion) come from my classes, 1A and 1L! :D Though I can't say I have any hand in it 'cos I only teach Science and not their form teacher. I really hope they win 'cos I think they really deserve it.

So this is why I was unceremoniously chased out of the classroom! Having suddenly realised that today's my last day in the school, they collectively came to write this farewell note. So sweet of them, thanks guys!

However, I left with a heavy heart as I realised that'll be the end of this current teaching stint.. though Ms C, the teacher who I report to proposed extending my employment for another 3 months (and I get to keep my classes), I think I do have many other things I'll like to do with life. Sigh!